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mcmelly
22 May 2010 @ 04:00
I AM NOT GONNA TWEET TODAY. MY 22,222TH TWEET IS GONNA BE DONE AT THE END OF 22MAY :) KEKE. I WANT IT TO BE MEANINGFUL SO DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH ON TWITTER K? I'LL BE BACK :)) HURHUR. 

BIG THANKS TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME WITHIN THE FIRST HOUR OF MY BIRTHDAY, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT :D
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mcmelly
30 April 2010 @ 08:46
I wanted to talk about this yesterday but I was too mentally exhausted too. We went to her wake yesterday. It was another emotional day to go by. It felt strange somehow that she's there and not there at the same time. Yesterday morning I dreamt of her and her beautiful smile. She was writing letters to her parents just before she left and then I woke up asking the same question again, how is it possible that all this has happened at all.. Even though I'm not a close friend of hers, I still share the grief.. After attending her wake and seeing her, I felt more at peace and yet more surreal than ever. When I saw her looking so peaceful, I felt slightly relieved thinking maybe she has/had found some peace elsewhere with our prayers. But yet she just looks like she was just sleeping and that she would wake when she's not so tired anymore - if only that can happen; if only time could turn back.. After settling down, I kept thinking about how it has happened so fast.. How it all felt like a dream that we all pray and hope that was not true and that we would all wake up to realize that it was indeed just a dream... If only.. 

On my way home after night class, I suddenly felt the urge to listen to David Cook's songs.. I played Come Back To Me and I nearly cried on the bus. The lyrics reminded me of you struggling to find yourself but you lost your way after much struggle and yet your friends were there waiting for your return, patiently but surely.. )': 

COME BACK TO ME

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me (us)

When you find you, come back to me
)': Although I may not have fully accepted the fact that you aren't here with us physically but I'm slowly accepting it, taking it slowly as each day comes. After the past few days of losing my senses completely, I'm recovering all this slowly but surely.. Mel, I know you don't know me well I'm not even sure if you remember me but you will be missed & thank you for the memories no matter how brief it has been <3 
 
 
Current Music: David Cook - Come Back To Me
 
 
mcmelly
01 April 2010 @ 00:29
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS! 
HEH x=
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mcmelly
19 October 2009 @ 18:41
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mcmelly
28 September 2009 @ 00:42
Hi people please help me fulfill my list of activities before 19 Oct comes!! Leave me a message here or send me an email ya? Don't MSN me. I'm afraid I will forget LOL @_@

Things to be done over the holiday:

- Cycling - Day/Night is possible :)
- Karaoke 
- Laksa Steamboat - THIS IS DAMN URGENT TO THOSE WHO KNOW OF THIS HOR. LOL 
- Jogging
-Chomp Chomp
- Ramen @ ION

Movies to watch:

- Coraline 3D
- The Proposal
- The Ugly Truth


 
 
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mcmelly
19 September 2009 @ 00:24
Hate is such a strong word but I know it's appropriate as of now. Selling mooncakes is a nightmare come true seriously. I'd rather work in the kitchen during lunch hours where there's a never ending flow of dishes to carry out and wipe and top up. I'm gonna die drinking coke just to make sure I don't die during work. Gosh does that even make sense? LOL My in-charge and my partner are awesome people but we're all slowly dying towards the end. Tomorrow is gonna be a lot more worse than today and zomg, I don't even know if I can find the strength to come online anymore.
So I'm going on hiatus for the time being.

I'll only come on and post when I have the strength to @_@
 
 
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mcmelly
21 August 2009 @ 08:10
 I'm still chionging OMG @_@ 8.12am now, I'm supposed to leave my house at 8.15 but I'm still compiling stuff for R&D. Seriously GG == 1pm please dont come so quick T_T I need to finish before you come T_T 

JIAYOU TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE SUBMISSION TODAY!!!!
 
 
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mcmelly
22 May 2009 @ 23:26

A BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE MY DAY SO AWESOME TODAY BE IT JUST A SIMPLE GREETING OR ONE FILLED WITH GIFTS AND CAKE.
I'M GRATEFUL TO HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS. THANK YOU AGAIN <3
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mcmelly
21 March 2009 @ 22:12
I AM FINALLY DONE PAINTING !!!!!!!!?!!!?!? :D 

5 consecutive days of intense painting + late nights in school with 2D gang and going completely nuts at odd hours was a fruitful experience.
 
I LOVE YOU GUYS (2D GANG: AMANDA, CONNIE, YING YING, METTA, YANYI, SARAH, VALERIE, IMEE) & THANKS FOR THE WONERFULLY CRAZY MEMORIES 

I wouldn't say I'm 100% satisfied but I'm glad I'm finally done ! Now I'm just left with Colour Book, Picture Book and my Rationale, woo ~
Will post pictures when I get my USB thing fixed ^^

One last horrid thing is that I am still sick ==;
 
 
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